Screwing Up

I feel like all I've been doing lately is screwing up. I go to work and seem to get nothing done. I hang out with my friends in my Improv group and I don't like the person I am with them. I hardly see my wife and when I do, I feel guilty because I have been looking at questionable stuff on the Internet behind her back.

I do the things I don't want to do. I am out of control. I don't like myself when I am this way.